Monkey Say, Monkey Do

And just so you don't think I'm throwing you to the wolves...everything I'm suggesting you do, I'm gonna do myself...I'm gonna make my own Cozi Calendar...and I'm gonna sign up for the online support group, too. Cause I can't very well be suggesting things that I either can't or won't do myself, eh?  It's long past time we organized our lives so that they more closely resemble 'normal'...I'm not a big fan of 'normal', but that's how the rest of the world operates and I DO want to be part of the world and want to be able to function decently within it...I've had the 'luxury'of skirting this issue for some time now...and you see where that's gotten me...secluded, STILL fat, STILL unhealthy and STILL living in a cluttered house...

We both have dreams for our futures.  Dreams that we have the ability and the courage to pursue with our whole beings.  If we can only get past the negative tape loops from past failures in our heads.  One of my favorite sayings is "The definition of crazy is doing the same thing, over and over again, yet expecting different results." We can't help having ADD, but we can help being crazy.  Cause we're not crazy...so we both need to stop acting that way, over and over again, while expecting things to turn out differently in our lives.  We both know better, at this point...or we should.  We have had enough proof, by now, that we possess faulty logic about certain things.  We have to remember that it's OK to not know.  But it's not OK, once we know, to pretend like we don't.  It's pointless to wallow in blame and self recriminations.  So, you know, just DON'T!  And every time you start to feel shitty and worthless about any of this stuff...from now on...just STOP IT!  And if you have trouble stopping it...watch this...again and again...as many times as it takes...